ho humm...

Today is the anniversary of my grandmother's death. We also had a tornado in Lawrence on that day three years ago. That was my freshman year. Crazy.

Well, I had the third and final Teach for America interview today and now they're checking my references. I'm not trying to get "my hopes up"...but if they were to offer me a position, I would definitely be moving away...to New York or D.C. or Chicago. And I haven't really come to see that in my future...Oh well, I guess we'll see how these next few weeks play out. Gotta keep trusting in the Guy that knows it all. He'll take care of me no matter what.

I'm currently reading Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus. It is very interesting, but I don't think it is really effective if not all people (namely non-married people) read it. I just hate that as a woman, I can do so much work to "get over" a guy and then in a moment, he'll say something and it will occupy my mind for the rest of the evening. Call me an optimist, but I'm always hopeful. And for that split second, I forget all the crud I went through to get back to the happy self I am now, and start focusing on him. Maybe by writing this, I'll start rethinking about how far I've come in the past month especially...but really since February. I just wish I could stay "over" this person...and the silly thing is that he doesn't even know.

Oh well, back to the last paper I'll have to write in my college career! WOOHOO!!!

~mitzi